Explanation?

Hi there! I know I'm not really one to open up to people easily, but I'm looking to change that. At any rate, I'm taking on this type of writing as a chance to do one of a few things:

• Begin writing again. During undergrad I was free to write many items including documentary papers and poetry that helped me categorize how I see the world. I warn all of you, it's an odd place in here.
• Organize my thought processes. I am attention deficit. Writing is one of the very few things that I can do in an organized fashion; it's a pet peeve if papers/essays/what-not are NOT organized.
• Introduce myself to more people in a thoughtful, yet blank, way. Internet blogging lets us open up while not giving us a face. I'm capitalizing on this idea to [attempt to] speak my mind. Go me.
• Attempt to figure out some parts of [my] life that may not be mainstream
• Work on positivity instead of Dysthemia

So, on to the actual explanatory portion of the blog to get it out of the way.

Why did you chose the name you did/site name you did? What does that MEAN?
Sublimation - the state change of a solid directly to a gas with no liquid phase in between. It either takes a large amount of energy or a low pressure system [below the triple point of the molecule]. There are many symbolic meanings on that one. Think on it as you will.

Certari - My pet name for myself, and my internet ego. Brought upon in chat rooms and Role Play, it was the second internet naming of myself, behind Lyra (a furry/young/my ADHD personality). Certari is the consort/serving angel of the winter, underneath the governing angel Altrib (AKA: Attaris). Now, I'm thinking that it was SCREAMING that I am kinky (even back in high school when I chose it)... then I thought it was just cool.


What's with the butterfly if all that crap is about ice/melting?
It's a really long, convoluted story. I'm sure I'll get into it at one point. Let's just say, for now, that I love butterflies and the whole thing is really pretty. So naaaaaaaaah! At any rate, I always found butterflies/moths much like the scientific sublimation. They phase change in a matter of a short time, from one state to the next, with little thought involved. They go from arboreal/terrestrial and chained to the earth before metamorphosing to free beings on the wing. Hopelessly poetic, I know.